As I struggled
to scribble something I had no idea what it was but just that I had something
to say…..to whom??? Well still on that chapter…..what??? I’m
working on that sitting in my balcony with coffee and loneliness, and I couldn’t
help but hear the chit chat of the ladies passing by discussing about an incident
happened earlier today and as soon as I got what they were talking about, I couldn’t see their
faces…only vague figures and they left with
an impression that they were so troubled in their life that they found pleasure
in talking trash about someone else’s life. And as I gained the sanity to
realize that the kids were making a lot of noise for me to concentrate on my
writing……well it kept me thinking I
WONDER WHY???? It made any difference if the surrounding was not a pin drop silence…did I need to be left
alone with myself only to be captivated by my own thoughts.
The
innocence of childhood is that it has no motive behind a fight; it only knows
the present and keeps no track of the past. Childhood is like the vacation we
don’t get to spend in today life….we only dream of it!! The beauty of living in a
society is that you get to see different people it is like living and
experiencing different life all together , the love that we witness in the
couple taking a long evening walk for we only see the love and not what made
there bond so strong….is it friendship that they share ???? or is it because
they had a fight and decided to take a walk to keep it cool and be alone in the
company of each other. Isn’t it sad that we take such interest in others life
and forget to contemplate on ours.
I
saw him and it was a complete bliss to watch that kid bring water for the old
man who looked like he had just come walking miles and who could use some food
and water…… I didn’t notice it in the first place and only when the little
fellow decided to show the act of kindness…..it got me thinking ……why do we
care only when someone’s watching or when there’s a reward in the line, why don’t
the other see the torn heart of a widow mother who just lost a job and is
worried how her children will sleep without food.
I was heartbroken
that I had a crappy break up and I have all the memory flashes that I’d rather burry
then water, but the world had much more to deal with. A daughter whose father
didn’t come to her wedding or the mother who couldn’t tell her daughter that
the reason of her father not showing up at her wedding is the sad fact that he
had no choice …..fate chose to present him the face off with death. Yes!! I cry
at night knowing that the one I love is with someone else or maybe just lying
alone, but I face morning knowing that the world is dealing with much more than
they can handle and I can’t even imagine the worst case scenario as I’m lucky
enough to only be saved a trouble to have an ungrateful ass out of my life.
I wonder why
we don’t notice the sadness that’s there in the world because if we only
acknowledge it we’d know that we are blessed to have it going easy for us, and
maybe someday we’ll be like the little sweetheart who without an ounce of
selfish desire helped the old fellow. Sometimes in life people teach you a lot then
what you could have ever imagined to learn in the most outstanding study of the
human mind. In the end we all have it tough so why don’t we forget everything
and take a walk by the sea and close our eyes for a moment and hear the unheard
heartbeats.
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