We often realise after we’ve done something….usually!....well
life is uncertain and harsh no one has
it all….or is at peace!. How do I know?…well we all know that everyone is
facing some bitterness in their life ,we all spend half of our life in the search
of happiness and the other half reflecting and regretting the things we could have done differently. The good news is that
we all face our deepest nightmares at some point of life and if you think only
you are crushed in the name of fate….well we all are fucked.!!!
The truth is
no matter how much sense someone talks , we all will always believe in happy
ever-after maybe because we all like to have something to hold onto a tiny ray
of hope in the name of happy ever-after just to get us through the day. When we
all are dealing with life’s crappy games “the part and parcel of life”…..I guess
it’s easy to just live or sleep on things when we somehow believe that things
will get better, that someone will give a damn bout our pain, maybe treat us
nicely or mean it when they claim to be in love with us……
It was November it
had to be, the sexy breeze, the lovely and cosy evenings just makes you somehow
wonder what if there was someone to simply share a cup of coffee with, maybe
share how your day went and how glad you are that you have them in your life….I’m
just trying to say that it’s just easier sometimes to have someone in your life
just to share your happy moments with …..Because we can cry alone but we can’t
laugh alone…
I fell for the most self centered man …the ones you warn
your sisters or daughters about, and the funny thing is it was right in front
of me and I couldn’t see the truth like as if I was on drugs or drunk the whole
time ….cause that would have explained all the things, or maybe because I…..
like everyone else thought and hoped for the happy ever-after!!
All I know now after
the hard learnt experience that happy ever-after doesn’t really exist….not even
after you meet your soul mate cause the truth is they will cheat on you someday…
or maybe you will….or you’ll just grow out of love or be bored of being with
each other that you’ll want to just run away from everything ….and so you’ll
just end up cheating…the easiest potion available to gain moments of happiness
and lifetime pain for the other.
The thing is I know that when you stop expecting for the
happy ever-after you’ll be happy!! cause your life is not a fairytale …… the
soon we accept the truth the happier we’ll be . Life is crappy ..yes! it is…but
be glad for the little things and be that you are alive and healthy.
